muroquil

What am I doing? everything is spiraling around me, twisting my thoughts and making me walk in such a deformed way that I don't know what's going on anymore... I'm stuck... everything is pushing me into a corner. no exits no way out I don't know what to do... then again.. I never knew how... how far does it have to go before I can actually free myself from this petrified state? I'm just a burden to everyone... and myself.. I need a hammer to tear down this wall I need it in pieces so I can finally be at peace I don't think anyone would notice the dust and the pebbles on the floor It is my life I'm tearing apart after all... It

      Green tossed a pokeball to the center of the battlefield. It popped open and out came a pidgey. Eevee's tail twitched in annoyance since it had dealt with another one of those birds a while ago. "Pidgey, sand attack!" commanded Green, having pidgey respond by kicking up sand from underneath it. Eevee jumped back to prevent himself from being blinded again from the sand that covers the air in front of him. A shilouette appeared from the cloudy air and gets closer with such quickness. Eevee runs towards the figure and collides with it head on. Both eevee and pidgey slide back a few feet, blood trickling down their foreheads

   We had finally arrived back at Pallet Town. I stopped back at my house to rest up and eat before heading to Oak's lab. My mother saw me already exhausted when I walked in. "My, your first route and you're already tired?" She asked. "Kinda, that pidgey we came across really caught us by suprise" I sighed, sitting down on a chair across from her. "Well a letter arrived for you just after you left. It's from Savanna" she said, giving me the letter. I opened it carefully and read the letter. 'Hey hey, how's my trainer to be? I'm doing well if you're wondering. Even got my first badge too. I'm on my way to Cerulean City to get my next badge. I'

~As I stand before the world before me, I look on with my ears closed, So that I may live my life with bliss and serenity. But as I see my friends in pain, I cannot understand them, for I have chosen to see using my empty mind, than listen to my compassionate heart. They shun me for not sharing mutual emotions I do not have. What hopes do Ignorant people have if they cannot open their minds to the cruelty of the world?~ I'm starting to grow more impatient with ignorant people more and more with each passing day. they think "oh, it's nothing to be so worked up about" because they don't stop to think how other people can feel about the situat

~As i stand before the horizon, i question all of my hopes and dreams. are they ever to come true? can i break free from these chains of reality to grasp the dreams that are forever far fome my reach? the ground beneath me is nothing more than a pad for me to take off, yet i cannot lift myself off the ground to touch the sky..~ we imagine we create we dream but can we truly bring our creations to life? something always binds us from achieving what we truly desire. and yet our desires shift and change just as much as the world around us. our needs change and so do our wants. what we see and what we percieve are two different concepts o

My world before now has been nothing but complete darkness. I stood in the middle of it all: Hatred Isolation Depression Rejection All i wanted was a normal life. but even then i wasn't able to be given that simple priviledge. It just kept getting worse for me. an unbearable illness loss of someone so close to me betrayed left and right i was so deep in the darkness, i began to prepare myself with my fight against the devil himself, armed with only the knife that was going to bring me there. I thought all hope was lost... but then... as i saw my heart shattered on the floor... i see a figure begin to pick them up piece by piece

As we traveled through the small grass, I looked at the town map I got from my neighbor. It said that Varidian city was not far off from where we are now. I look ahead to see several hills and tall grass shifting with the wind. The breeze felt calm and pleasant, and I looked down to my left to see eevee with his eyes closed, feeling the cool air brush across his fur. We pressed on, battling some ratatta's and pidgeys along the way. Eevee was roughed up a little, but the potion I withdrew from my pc beforehand brought him right back up to full health. I felt a bit annoyed due to the fact that I could've caught several pokemon already if Oak ga

~You say one thing but obviously mean another. I am ignorant to this wordless form of speaking and cannot understand it. I try to meet you're needs, and yet you say I am doing the complete opposite. Is it something I've said? I'm doing what you've told me, or is it something that I've read wrong. Enough. That's it. I'm done with you. I Can't do anything if you just use your  body language ~ There is something i've picked up on in both genders as I've grown accustomed to this world: Women talk using their bodies While men talk with the tone of their voice girls can fake a smile and a conversation, but they can't fake their body language

        I've lived in pallet town all my life. It was quite peaceful since it was separated from all the big cities in Kanto. I know that kids usually start traveling at age 10 and hone their skills, but I preferred to study up on everything pokemon related before I left. From computer simulations, to books, I had them all. Call me a nerd if you want, I guess I needed some re-assurance so that way I knew what I was doing. Everyone was worried that I may never leave cause I waited too long. What's with starting a journey at 16? I filled out my trainer application and sent it to Professor Oak down at his lab. I had to wait a week before he sent